I self medicated with alcohol years ago. I got really bad, like taking shots when I woke up in the morning bad. Bottle of vodka a day bad.
But I got in trouble and stopped, and then started medication and felt a lot better.
Anyway, so now I'll have a beer once in awhile. I loathe feeling drunk though. It does not feel good. It brings me back to those dark days. And it makes me so sick.
If I had hard liquor now I'd probably be sick for days. lol
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