Are you kidding, as much as I whine here about my h, I say whine away! Sometimes it is good for the soul!!

Interesting side note: I have noticed that every single time I type the word "soul" I always put a d after it, realize it, and then delete it. So I type "sould". I have no idea why and I think I shall ponder on this. I have done pretty much zero "therapy workings" since my last session, the last time I wrote in my notebook was the day before that session, so I suppose it's about time.

And the first thing that pops into my head is that I do it because I fear I have "sold my soul" as in gave up my Self when I got married and continue to give it up by staying married. I don't know. Just first thoughts. Hopefully I am wrong...