I am going back ot studies in 3 weeks, with God`s help.
what i hope is that this year won`t be as frightening, terrifiging and full of pressure as the last 2 years were.

i had dreamns, 2 times.
and they were pretty much the same. the dreams were during the vacation and they were about a teacher who gives us a project and then i don`t do it on time and the day of the hand in comes, and i am either frustrated or running out of time..and i come to the hand in with nothing and see how everybody has their projects and they do the presentaiton. and i have nothing....

so on the recess i run to my apartment, befor my turn to present comes. thinking "NOW i will do it so that next week i will have it for sure.

heh, what a %#@&#! up dream. it sucks.
i really hope that this year will be better for me....