For the longest me and my pdoc though I was add. So i was taking ritilin. I worked wonders until i went manic. started absuing ritilin and benzos.

During this time i though i was on top of the world. But in hindsight it was the point where i started ruining my life properly. I was rude to people and lost many of my friends. Whats worst is I was on so many benzos I dont even remember it.

The worst thing ever was. I took a joke bet seriously and posted a nude picture of my self on my facebook for 10 minutes. After coming to my senses I was horrified at what I had done. I though My life was over and seriously contemplated suicide.

Any ways I have since seen on quitipine, lamictale and differnt ADs and at this point I am ok enough to "joke " about it.

So what is the worst thing you guys did in a manic episode. I know you guys have some awesome stories.