Wickedwings,

I do not want to turn this thread into a debate about what you wrote about.

Faith is following God even though you may not get what you have prayed for . Some People are destined to have bad things fall upon them more than others . It doesnt have anything to do with a lack of faith . In my beliefs sometimes things can happen to get your attention to change your pathway. There might be something that you need to chanage or make different . I know that it is hard and that your mental illness has debiliatated you. I hope n pray that you find your way and keep looking toward the Lord for your answers

T