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Originally Posted by violetgreen
Could any of your medicines or treatments in combination be making your situation worse? Are you able to rest awhile? Is anything or anyone able to bring you some comfort? The intensity of what you're experiencing seems so overwhelming, and there must be some inner strength that is supporting you here. Was there a last time you felt so rough? What helped? I don't have any experience being in hospital, trying to get better. But, in my recoveries, being deliberate with my thoughts and routines helped over time. That old, one day, or hour, or moment at a time. Wander, I'm thinking about you and praying for you, because it's important to us that you get well.
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Thanks for your reply. The AP injection may have made things worse but I was pretty bad before that. My Mum comes in daily to keep me company which really helps a lot, and I have had two other visitors as well. I have felt rough before but only time helped rather than any particular treatment most of the time. Right now I feel I am running out of time. That I can only stand this for so long before I implode. I am trying to survive minute to minute and hopefully that will help me get through this mixed episode. I have lost all hope but something keeps me hanging on. My family I think. I love them dearly.
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