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Originally Posted by Manan
For the longest me and my pdoc though I was add. So i was taking ritilin. I worked wonders until i went manic. started absuing ritilin and benzos.
During this time i though i was on top of the world. But in hindsight it was the point where i started ruining my life properly. I was rude to people and lost many of my friends. Whats worst is I was on so many benzos I dont even remember it.
The worst thing ever was. I took a joke bet seriously and posted a nude picture of my self on my facebook for 10 minutes. After coming to my senses I was horrified at what I had done. I though My life was over and seriously contemplated suicide.
Any ways I have since seen on quitipine, lamictale and differnt ADs and at this point I am ok enough to "joke " about it.
So what is the worst thing you guys did in a manic episode. I know you guys have some awesome stories.
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I can relate to this so much! An old pdoc put me on stimulants to curb my binging/purging behavior even though im under weight. I quickly started abusing them and would take them every day to get through the long work hours. The abuse left me with crippling depression and severe mood swings. I lost that job! I stopped "playing" with stims and gave up my script about 3 months ago and I'm getting better now.
As far as the worst things I've done..oh boy! Cheating, partying, drinking while driving. You name it, I've probably done it! And now I'm so ashamed.
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