Hi, hope everyone is hanging in there.
I'm feeling somewhat anxious but less so than I was earlier today. I was previously
embroiled in a couple of minor conflicts here (not of my making), but things have been ironed out.
One of the problems had to do with a thread where I posted. The tone there was getting really hostile towards the person who created the thread. And it was all mostly a misunderstanding. So, for the first time in my Internet life, I reported a thread to an Administrator, suggesting they shut it down. Thankfully, they did this. But reporting the situation felt really weird, probably because I'm a brand new member.
And the "mystery of my deleted post" has been solved. I was told my an Admin that if there had been a problem with the content, I would absolutely have been notified. Since I wasn't notified, there was no problem. That's great.
But not being able to resolves conflicts quickly can get me all stressed and anxious, and it can take me some time to calm down. So, I'm in the calming-down phase of all this. I guess they call this "self-soothing?"
--Ceara1010