The reason my only sexual experiences have been with escorts is because I never connected with girls socially when I was younger. I was bullied and was a social outcast in school, so I ended up developing an avoidant personality. I had this deep seeded feeling that I was not the guy that girls wanted and that if I showed interest in them they would laugh at me or be annoyed. I still often feel that way right now, and the whole age thing is reinforcing those feelings. Because of those feelings, I spent my college years not taking any initiative to approach the girls I would have liked to get involved with. Sure lots of guys deal with this and they are ok remaining celibate until they get older and find the right girl eventually, but I am not one of those guys. I have a strong sex drive and having sexual experiences is something I value. So yes I ended up going to escorts. I personally do not feel there is anything immoral about visiting prostitutes and I think it should definitely be legal. I am just regretful that my first and only experiences have been with prostitutes, it makes me feel undesirable that other guys are getting it for free while I am having to pay for it.