@OP: That's my opinion: life is so hard and filled with much suffering to bring children to it. At least in my case, I'm not happy (never was) to bring happiness to others. Probably, I will pass my misery to them. Even logically, I don't understand why people have children? They consume times and money, and eventually all they cause is trouble and leave their parents. Unconscious urge, no more. Life!! No need to kill oneself because of that though. Enjoy life as much as you can.