Over the years I have know you .. well its obvious You need therapy for numerous reasons.

You often become non compliant with your medications but even on medications your often dealing with paranoia, thoughts of self harm and homicidal thoughts about your husband and son, You often want a divorce out of the blue, You lose the ability to eat and drink and understand english and people around you in general.

In the past when your taking your meds as prescribed and seeing a T on a regular basis you are able to stay in a better place physically , mentally and certainly emotionally.

Yes Bipolar often reaches up and slaps the snot out of us even when we are doing everything possible to stay stable. But your Therapy as proven over and over in the past to be very helpful.

I hope you continue