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I have found that being around a lot of people causes me stress and I get confused in my thinking. If someone gets angry or upset with me I get so I have trouble speaking and often stand frozen in silence unable to speak. Sometimes I can not hear what is being said, and other times I can not reconize people I know, it is like they are not even there. If I search for them I can not find them. It is like having a panic attack, except I become silent and frozen in place, instead of upset as in panic attack.
When it is over I am confused and very tired. I do have a seizure disorder, not grand mal, that doctors have said may be the answer.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.
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