((((( msft1230 )))))

I am so sorry to read about your loss. What a tragedy. Yes, definitely try out a group. It helps to have a safe place to talk -- especially when you see the people regularly but they aren't in your day-to-day home life if you see what I mean. It feels safer somehow. And if you don't like it, remember you can always walk away!

I can only imagine what pain you must be in. I am so very sorry. I hope you can find the strength to go through it. Sometimes life is so tragic and cruel. But there will be beautiful moments again too.

I am thinking about you.

Sidony