Ironically - the basic message I took from previous health scares T had was that I needn't panic...

*WhenYouLearnTheWrongLesson*

Patients were referred to another T whom he mentored but I could only get an appointment in a month so I'm seeing someone else meanwhile. I really want to connect with someone who knew him well BUT this other T (whom he mentored) is pretty young and blonde. So I'm seeing her in a few weeks, but all my jealousy buttons are going off. Not sure I'll cope...