Omg that was just awful of him to say such mean words. How hold is he? Is he in therapy? Does he mean it? Can you like send him away?

I would be devastated and freaking out myself. I know some of the Others wouldn't stand for such talk from an offspring. I can tell some of the Others are mad at it right now.

Anyhow, out of my head I go, what does his father say of any of this?

How about you, are you okay? Is there another part that provokes your son?

I miss not knowing that I'm a fragmented mess, blindlessly doing our day to day chores without recognition, everyone not wanting to be found out.

I hope that things are better for you and that your son quits talk/thinking that way.