Weve been totally immersed in the inner drama of work with the "inner drama" being inside our head.

There is so much distress, accusations, fear, embarrassment, anger feelings that this is exactly why working for ourselves has been a must. Unfortunately our m.i. has caused all that to crash and burn.

People plus the fear of being judged wrongly causes so much stress in the ranks, I would dare say that we will eventually stroke out or have a heart attack sooner if not later.

This is the fuel for our drinking. A few beers and all that numbs up a bit, but it can never fully go away unless we hit blackout stage...which isn't hardly often anymore.