I have had so many jobs . . . and so many therapists. My experience is that therapists know nothing about careers and working in an office. Nothing. They try to get you to look on the bright side and hope for a light at the end of the tunnel. They wasted my time and money. Therapy (which I've had lots of) never made my life better. Never. I received a lot of bad advice from therapists that did not work and did not help. There will be NO more therapy.
I am at the point where I hate everything. I no longer have any hope. Life is just about survival and nothing more. There is no joy or fun. I have no friends. I am treated badly everywhere. I don't want to be alive anymore. My life has always been awful.