First of all, you are not alone, you there are many kindred spirits on this site, sometimes it just takes a little reaching out and finding one or a few people that resonate with you, which might take some time. I look so forward to hearing from one of my new dear friends on this site, she has been such a gem and lifesaver.
I absolutely LOVE Eeyore. I always used to say "thanks for noticing" like he does.
Do not feel any guilt for what you are feeling, okay? Even if you were living in the hundred acre wood, you still have permission to feel yucky.
I know what it's like to feel hollow, I truly do. If you would like to correspond I am here. As much as I want support, I am so ready to brighten someone else's
day/life. I sincerely mean this. You know something is off when even chocolate doesn't hit the spot.