Hey t I woke up this morning with a vague notion of having dreamed about you last night. I don't recall the dream at all, though. Oh well, I'll see you in a week anyway!

I'm really cute aren't I? heehee What I mean by that is - I was thinking yesterday that I haven't been doing any therapy-workings since I was there last, but that is of course so not true. I'm always doing therapy-workings, it's so a part of who I am, that whole thing I went through the other night where I felt so bad and what I said about 2009? That was therapy-workings too - very raw, very basic, but therapy-workings nonetheless, wasn't it?! And do you want to know why I say that? Because I was letting myself FEEL my FEELINGS, full-force, not cramming them down, I was feeling them bad boys. And I shared them here on the dear t thread, and by extension with the folks here who read it, and isn't that we've been working on me learning - how to let myself feel what I feel, and share those feelings, and then let them go - yeah. That's what my work has been about. And that's exactly what I did. I left myself feel the abysmal feelings, I got them out and shared them with people who understand, and then I let them go. Beautiful. You have taught me well, oh wise one. I you.