I am very bad at taking my meds and will go weeks without. I haven't had any episodes in over 2 years despite this. However, I know I am not doing that well right now due to stressors. I know this about myself, I know I have difficulty handling stress...feel like I could kick my own arse for letting myself get into the situation. All of it unexpected stress and at least 4 different situations causing it that are not completely under my control to fix. (bangs head against the wall)
Well, let me go get the bottles and start back up. wish me luck.