I have been suffering from PTSD for a long time and I am trying everything in my power to help myself feel better and begin functioning like normal again. But I constantly feel like there is no help. There isn't any getting better. This is just how I am now until I die.

I know that isn't the way I need to be thinking but I don't know how to make it stop. Nothing ever feels like it is going to get better. All the research I have done and all the stories have I have heard seem to lead me to the same conclusion. There is no getting better. There is only struggle, everyday is a struggle and there doesn't appear to be an end in sight. The world refuses to let me get better.

Does this ever stop? Is it worth it in the end?