Dear T, I think I might have overdone it today. I don't know what is going on, or do I? I think I might be scared to admit the truth because I know it has consequences which I am not in a position to deal with right now. I wish he hasn't come home in a way but I know he will be going away again soon and I can get back to dealing with the first job on the list. Me.

I was feeling good, especially after you emailed confirming you did say we can keep working on everything and that we can play games next session, just for the fun. I will get back to that place, journalling now to keep on track, just shouldn't have pushed the social side of life too much too soon. People just don't understand how hard it is.

See you soon. Me