Thank you sophiesmom. I know I've been very difficult to handle with all of my mental health issues. He says he hates living in the city. I've been very difficult to handle with my constant need to be with him & touch him & him constantly reassuring me that everything is ok & that he loves me. I have issues with that for some reason. I just don't wanna lose him but another part of me is thinking about leaving him. I'm just confused, upset, sad, & angry at the same time. I hate this. I finally thought I'd found the one. Guess I was really wrong.