Reminds me of my deepest depression of my life back in 2003.  I was put on Paxil and did well on SSRI's for years (along with mood stabilizers) and then my moods started swinging more toward hypomania/ mixed states, so I don't take SSRI's anymore. Just a thought, though, if you are that depressed you may be able to take an antidepressant temporarily. ((HUGS)) 
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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