ex-bf (first and last) lied to me 4 months said he was attracted to me but he wasn't turns out i'm too fat and ugly broke up with me out of the blue 3 days ago and we want to be friends still but i don't think he knows how badly i'm hurting. he doesn't love me but i still love him. god i wish i didn't. my weight and looks are a sore spot and i was sure nobody would want me because of that until he came along, then thought maybe i'm not so unlovable, but now i know he lied and even he couldn't love me for who i am. i just need to be loved but nobody loves me. i don't have anyone in my life. he says i can message him and vent but then he threatens to call the police because he's "worried", which makes me feel like i can't talk to him about how i feel. but i have no one else. it just hurts because he's not the person i knew. i feel like i don't know him anymore, i can't trust him anymore, and i don't think he really cares like he says... sigh..