I have a problem that I can't really explain I touch everything around me and I have poor control over it and I don't know if this is normal for my age. However my mother says I am like a three year old that has to always have something in my hands. I feel like I am a monster for doing it maybe there something wrong with me developmentally and maturity wise. I really dont want to drive my mother crazy but I also can't really cope unless I have something in my hands. I can't really explain it is like if I am not holding something its not real and I am not here.