Sometimes yeah I do feel like that... especially when I try so hard to find my place in his family. You're sweet.. I think I need to hear that sometimes.. when I can't really speak to anyone of it, all I have is my head.

I just hope it gets better not worse. Just wish people would like talking to me more. I am always friendly and open. But it hurts when nobody wants to try to know me better. I close down in my shell.