Been away since I received the call from the receptionist - I feel scared......it's playing on me......feel lost in a hole, don't know what's going on!

Part of me knows what she will say - I will accept her invitation for a coffee.....I wonder, does she know that I slept with him......? I guess that's what stop me from replying quickly...

So many bad dreams.....do these mean anything, or just my fears coming to the forefront!

I feel uneasy about him, more than ever, like a gut feeling.....

thanks for you help and insight, I APPEAR TO BE BLIND! <font color="blue"> </font>