Yes I am working. I work a lot through the week. I did ask him why he's with me then if he sees no future with me & all he said was he's hopeful. I'm starting to think its over. I'm definitely going to be distancing myself from him. I'm starting to realize maybe this isn't a healthy relationship for me. I need to get myself better. I've been needy all through the relationship but it's because he does **** like this! I'm angry & hurt right now. I really wish I could stay like this but it fluctuates from very sad to angry. I still love him but I hate him at the same time right now. I've been working on myself & getting myself better through this relationship. He has stuck by me through that. Finding out I have bipolar & traits of borderline personality disorder, getting on the right meds, & getting stable. I'm just going to worry about myself & stop worrying so much about him. I'm heartbroken a little bit but I'm starting to just feel numb which is wonderful for once! Thank you all for your support. It's nice to talk to someone who understands what I'm going through right now