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Originally Posted by ennui.
so just HOW am i supposed to love myself then? (since it's obvious to me now that no one else will). i need a step-by-step because i really do not understand it. i am not exaggerating when i say i've always hated myself. even the thought of loving myself just feels so wrong. 
crypts, i have a rather personal question. but have you, as a fat girl, been able to find romance, love, or sex? and if so, how? because self-love is a good concept and i need to do it, yes, but i also have emotional and physical needs that i just can't meet on my own and i am withering.  |
also i should add that i have disordered eating, which no one believes because i am fat, hence the starving. i would just lose weight the healthy way if i could, but it's not that simple. right now i need a partner to love my body as it is and as i lose more weight too. i don't want to have to put my love life on hold until i lose enough weight to be 'dateable' because i have needs that are being severely neglected
now.