Yeah, there is that. In my case though, feeling good isn't something I'm used to. Neutral is a big improvement over the way that I used to be all the time. More than that is unfamiliar, and maybe a bit scary. Manic can feel good, and I'm not sure that I can distinguish between normal highs and mania or hypomania, so that scares me too. But I'm never at that end of the spectrum this time of year though.