I have had a couple sessions where I left feeling very vulnerable and it did not go well for me after. Ever since then, yes I do watch the clock and start buttoning up my feelings again when there are five or ten minutes left. She has noticed this recently so I'm sure it will come up again soon.

I think she would be able to help me manage this but I don't always let her know how raw I am feeling. I agree it's probably about control, for me, and trust. And being willing to let someone else take care of me, trusting her to do that.

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