Hi rx,

I know you have been to a few rodeos, but I think lithium will do you good.
Most complain of being Blah. But that is maybe what you need for now.
It pulled me out of the worst deep blaack hole depression of my life, 10 months in anguish.
I have more problems now than when I was depressed. Way more. And I don't give a rat's *** about anything. Look it up. Good luck.