A couple days ago I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder I don't think I have it That was the first time I saw the psychiatrist he barely let me tell him my symptoms and he diagnosed me within 15 minutes. I know that I have always felt depressed but I don't really remember feeling manic/hypomanic. I just feel so lost and confused aside from me feeling depressed I sometimes get irritated and angered easily people have told me that I act like I'm not aware of the things I say & do they think I have different personalities and mood swings. I'm pregnant now before I got pregnant I was drinking a lot even though I wasn't really a drinker it made me feel numb I guess to depression and I would stay up all night talking and my boyfriend would say I was acting weird or he didn't like me drinking there was a time where I had sex with a guy that I just met and the next day I was depressed and regretted it sometimes I have racing thoughts that make it hard for me to sleep I can't feel emotions Its like I'm numb and empty I have a hard time concentrating and remembering things and I always quit my jobs the one thing I can say is a little off is everytime a relationship end I feel like it's the end of the world or I can't live without the person I feel really depressed like I need them sorry if it's long just don't have anyone else to talk to