I totally understand what that is like. I did the same thing a couple weeks ago and sent T another last night. My last session is Wednesday and I'm struggling with it.

If it makes you feel any better, my T was really helpful with her response to my first email. We talked about it in session and she really seemed to understand how I feel about saying goodbye and how hard this process is for me.

I wish it was easier for people to understand how hard it is to say goodbye to a T. There's really no relationship in life that can compare to it and a good T is someone who you never want to forget. My pain and hurt come and go over the course of a day but it helps me to know that my T understands and cares about what I'm going through.

I'm glad you sent the email and hope you get a good response! Good luck with your last session this week. Like I said, mine is Wednesday so I'm right there with you.

Hugs