And he seems to like me too. I know because he tells me, lol. We have been Facebook friends for about a year now. He randomly message me last week, and we have been talking ever since. We have not met in real life yet. We were going to meet today. And I, being the nervous idiot i am, backed out because I was kinda nervous and didn't want to deal with those feelings (he's really cool, I don't know why I was nervous, I think I also literally didn't feel like it today... :/). I told him how I was feeling and he said we can take it slow. And at my pace. How nice! We will be meeting next weekend.

I hope I still remember how to date. I haven't dated, actually dated, a nice guy, in a long time. Come to think of it, I've always winged it when it came to dating. Any pointers? Encouragement? I'm worried I might already be too "insert negative adjective here." I hope I'm not being too clingy. Over the past few days I've been like, all over the emotional map at the thought of dating him (yes, no, maybe, etc). Plus, we need to meet. That's where my presence comes in lol.

I might want things to be a certain way. I know thats not possible. I am just a worrier and like some aspects of control in my life, and HAVEN'T PROPERLY DATED IN A LONG TIME!

Ok, well I'm going to do something fun and try not to worry. Take it one day at a time.