Has anyone else ever loved someone and been in a relationship with someone they thought was too good for them. I am not talking because they made you feel like that but because your self hate and low self esteem has made you feel like that. I have feelings all the time that my fiance is too good for me like I don't desvere someone who doesn't abuse me. I have always hated myself ever since like the age of like 10 or 11. It all started with the bullying I faced in 4th grade. The bullying got worse the older I got from 4th grade till my last day of high school I was bullied. My fiance can tell me an outfit may look good together before I even put it on and then when he says it doesn't look good after I have it on I take it as a personal attack on my looks and blow up. I have gotten to the point now that when I have these feelings of self hate that I push him away. I think that's why I blow up on him when he says things like that it's because I don't feel good enough for him so I try and make myself look better and it sometimes ends in a huge fight because I feel like I ain't good enough for him and he is attacking my looks when he says something doesn't look right on me. I have an average size body. I am by no means a size 0 haven't been in a while and probably never will be again. I don't handle critizism well never have due to the bullying. As anyone else ever felt like this and how did you handle it?