Not bad but also not good. In the mean term.
I want very badly to get rid of some assays. But the more I think they are almost finished the less I do.

Next week I am going on my first trip by plain. I feel ashamed that I have traveled so little, but I am not that excited.
I don't like the fact that I don't get thrilled or can't imagine future events like this one. Specially because there's many things I will do for the first time and it's hard to imagine when I don't have memories to support my imagination on. But I am not someone that looks up to the future. Present, present, present...