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sounds like you are feeling like he is going to drag you (kicking and screaming) into mental health.

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... some days, he might just have to. Am I really making it difficult for him I wonder. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't... Is it odd that all I seem to do with people who get close to me is try to %#@&#! them off and push them away?

Sigh.

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did it worry you that he wasn't taking your anger seriously?

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He wasn't. And I have a hard enough time getting mad in the first place. It's like the work he's done (he focuses on emotions and interpersonal stuff) went out the window. Like my feelings weren't important. And I was upset, but I wasn't about to tell him that.

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did it feel good that he wasn't afraid of it / you?

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I don't think it was as much as he wasn't afraid of "it" as he completely ignored my reason for feeling that way in the first place.

Sigh.

.All I keep thinking is that therapy sometimes doesn't seem like the right place for me, and yet without it... who even knows how much worse it would get.