 Welcome to the forum!! I hope you find the support you need here. Try the medications the doctors give you, and if they don't work, they will know more about your illness. It takes time to get the medication (and sometimes the diagnosis) right at first, but you will get better and things will get better. Hang in there!
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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