hey. yeah... i guess i took some risks. sent him some stuff (that i wouldn't normally send him) and i thought it might be possible that he would not be happy about what i said... but he dealt with it fine. so... i took some risks today... and he dealt with it fine too. so scary... maybe... what i feel is more relief than anything else. relief lol. and... i guess we have got to know each other well enough for him to know some of my sensitivities and stuff... see him again on friday :-)