Well she was and still is my obssession. I've been trying to get by with still having her on my Facebook friends list. Well it's not real good having her still around so this might be goodbye. This is a really, really hard thing to do because I still have fantasies about hooking up with her someday. I just don't think it's healthy for me to watch her life unfold on social media. I just wish I had something else going (relationship wise) so this wouldn't feel like I was cutting off my left arm. Walking in this emptiness is no fun. It would be really nice if I could be on the otherside someday and actually have somebody that I don't have to make believe I'm in a relationship with. This is heavy dung my fellow classmates and something I wouldn't wish on anything breathing. Thanks