Hey. I'm really worried. I'm not sure whether anyone could understand my problem. I cannot figure out whether I'm a gender fluid or a lesbian. All my problems started during my puberty period. I got my first period at the age of 11 and my mom gave me some basic sex education. I had several doubts about it. When I was 13, I fell in love with a boy but I wasn't interested in sex. We went on a date and I really enjoyed it were were together for 2 years and one fine day he approached me for having sex and I felt really bad and couldn't digest it. We finally broke up. I was shattered. I couldn't forget him. He was my best friend. He totally avoided me. My roommate consoled me and she was there for me during my tough times. We became BFF. But then she fell in love and couldn't spend much time with me. I felt jealous. I even tried to break their relationship to get her. I never had any sexual attraction towards her. But why am I doing all these? Any ideas, friends???