Im glad we could help you work some stuff out Physical attraction is key to a lasting relationship so I dont think wanting to find a good looking partner is shallow at all. And it doesnt matter if you are still watching young "twink" porn when you are 50. As long as it is legally and consentually made its fine. Porn is about indulging in fantasy, so there is no wrong as long as its not unhealthily causing problems to y your self, relationships, and life.