Hello Chuva.

You supported and encouraged me a week or so ago on a thread I had posted. I thank you. I am just going to paste something you wrote in regards to your boyfriend.

"...But he's still here for me and, when I asked him a few days later, he said
he's not going to leave me, not even close."

He loves you.

You will be seeing a new therapist, so you now have that terrible worry taken care of. I will also be seeing a new therapist, but not until the 14th. Although it is a waiting game and frustrating, I am looking at it as a positive. It is a sign that we have not given up hope, we have made a great effort in seeking help. Right now that is a huge victory!

I had stopped having sex with my husband this past September. I just stopped, turned off. It was very out of character for me. But, I must have worked through it on my own somehow because all of a sudden last month, I felt the urge. Granted, it's only been two times in a month...but...it's a start for me. You have been with your boyfriend for three years, I imagine that he understands you are going through a very difficult time. My husband has told me that I can be difficult, but he sees that I am trying and doing the very best that I can do at this moment. You helped open my eyes to that only a week ago.

This disorder is so, so difficult. We can pull through this.