what matters to me isnt that you lied and I'm sorry you feel you need to say good bye to this forum.

what matters to me is that you now have answers. its been a long road for you in trying to figure out what was going on for you, now you have your answers and can move forwards.

btw dont be too hard on yourself. sometimes psychosis does tell us misleading things that can result in things like misdiagnosing one self, jumping to conclusions and trying to fit in where psychosis tells us rather than whats really going on.

I am glad that you and your psychologist now knows whats going on in you so that you can now get the treatment to help you feel better soon.