im drinking again yet to escape. yet it doesnt let me escape. im just in this depression.

it seems like it started with my stepdad cursing me out. cursing my dad out. and my mom and i's relationship going down the drain.

and now my ex boyfriend talks like he wants to kill me. i knew he had schizophrenia beforehand but...i didnt listen to my family and friends when they told me to leave him alone.

the social life i built over the past year has gone to nil. i have but maybe 1 person now. which i had before 2015 but it grew to more people.

now back to square one.