I honestly think you should retry therapy.


But this time, don't waste your money on discussing social phobias you probably don't even have. Instead try discussing your obsessive compulsion for holding on to false beliefs and inherently flawed perspectives.


They're probably a coping mechanism / protective strategy / self sabotage/ mix, but addressing them, their root and figuring out how to vanquish them is your only hope.


None of these threads will help until you are even at least willing to get around your obsessively flawed thought patterns.


This is painfully clear by reading how you repeat yourself,thread after thread, post after post, no matter what advice or suggestion you receive.