This is EXACTLY like me. My T asks questions and I say " um I dont really remember" or "I dont really know actually" or "ive never really thought about that" like over and over again. Now though my T does this face and smiles when I say those as if she knows im hiding something and then I freak out and end up telling her part of the truth or if its something I really dont know I just say Im being honest. I came back from my session today and my T assigned homework for me to do for next session and before leaving she asked if I would do it and then I said I dont know, she smiled and said you dont know? or you wont. Then I said I wont. I dont even know what happens in that 1 hour. It all feels like a huge blur.