Please take this as it is intended …. this is a philosophical discussion only …. not to be taken seriously or acted upon … just a basis for discussion ….



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Depression … is feeling lost and hopeless … but what if you just don't want to go on … to trudge along day after day … when living is exchanged for surviving … when you live for the sake of a house payment … when there is nothing you crave or seek … when the days all blend into one long blur … when the greatest most sought after event of your day is coffee and a muffin for breakfast … when you are afraid and tortured by sleep … when you have no fear of death …. but you do fear the slow … drip ..drip ..drip … of a life slowly draining away …. fear of no control … of being unable to decide your destiny … of being in a sick bed draining your families resources and joy from there very life … everyone says it is so hard on those we leave …. is it any less hard to see a loved one waste away from losing that zest … that spark … that makes life worth the living …

Our world is full of troubled souls seeking something else …. by endless sexual conquests … by drugs … by the bottle …. many are just wanting to fill there “surviving” life with something … anything …. having given up living long ago ….

I have never understood the principle of spending all our resources to keep such a one with us when all they desire is escape … why not just let them go … and find the peace they seek …

In the grand scope of all things are we not the only one responsible for our self … is it not cruel and disrespectful to do other wise ….

is it not a condemnation on our culture when most seek to flee from it …

why is it so hard to just be content with being …. being comfortable in your own skin seems a lost art ...

Just the ponderings of an old tired … Tigger .